My family is currently browsing puppies at a pet store. We’ve all been mourning the loss of our beloved Rocky from a few months back.
My family wants to add a new member to the family. No one can ever take lil Rocky’s spot but I think a new addition will be great. They’re considering a Labrador.
why why why why do we keep doing the same things and expect different results? I do it. You do it. We all do it. Why are we stuck in this perpetual cycle and WHAT does it take to get us out of it? What in the world does it take? Is it awareness? Because if it is, I would like a gallon of it now.
Southern California current weather is telling me it is time to cuddle and lay in bed all day long. I’m currently at work but doing work on a comfy couch. It’s as close as I’m going to get to it for sure.
I’m feeling really sad today. Just like..No energy, and kind of depressed, and with no energy. I hate it. I hate feeling this way.
^^^ Saturday morning ^^^
(As I type, I am laying in bed in my undies.)
sometimes i guess I just have to let myself feel sad. even though I really don’t want to.
Last night I went out in Korea town in DTLA with a group of friends from college. It was awesome catching up and seeing everyone. It was truly amazing to see the birthday boy, who I hadn’t seen since graduation! He’d been in Seattle doing law school. Anyways I was catching up with one of my besties which has temporarily moved down from Northern Cali to San Diego for a bit and we were having one of our “real talks”, where we get down to the nitty gritty and there is no bullshit involved. And we both have this mutual desire to “live”, to really “live” our lives and do all the adventerous, crazy shit we want to do prior to truly settling down. So it really got me thinking. A LOT. A LOT. A LOT. About what my plans post-graduation. I really want to do some traveling. Ideally I would want to do some volunteering abroad. But short-term volunteering work is super expensive and few programs are legitimate. So I’ve been thinking of searching for some working abroad opportunities. My ideal situation would be something where I can work abroad for 3 month period and return in time to find a job and start making student loan payments. There are a lot of these types of programs in Asia, which I would be willing to consider.
This quote is something that I believe in from a rationale perspective (rather than a magical/destiny-related sort of way). I believe that once you experience what true intimacy and compatability feels like, it will make sense why it didn’t work out with anyone else. And hey, if it gives me a sense a serenity, I’m all for it.
I had the most magical massage ever. Thank you almost expired groupon. Yes.